Luck & Mishaps
Assalam to all dear folks
3 years back, this was what happened. I stopped blogging when I opened a Facebook A/C.
Thought its more detailed and well recognised to all of my relatives, friends and colleagues that are far away somewhere out there, leading their own luxurious and happy family life.
2009
most of my ex-colleagues left the building for newer atmosphere, good working environment, well-
paid off, oppotunites and skills too. Each with their old boyfriends always share stories and ended up
I'm listening to their great relationship tips.... yaaaddeee yaadeee yaaa. Get imspired and motivated
with their goals and objectives in life.
Work policy became more hectic as it involves Right Staff for Right Job...political play too. All I
could think of was that I made the right move of staying cause I treasured my job so so much. Pay
will never be enough or resourceful if one doesn't know how to go about it and what's use its for.
2010
New colleagues from Philippines and Myanmar, thank god no China...LOL!!!
Each possessed a Degree in their own states or Unis. Politeness, courteousness fills the office
atmosphere makes it more fun-loving and friendly, but never forget, WORK will always remain as
WORK, no such thing as supporting each other, if mistakes happen, gotta be honest to admit it.
Gotta know someone special for 10 mths, so special that even my instincts
already straight tells my heart that he needs to be inspired from his low self-esteem. Named is
Omar, changing my life drastically with him by providing guidance of turning into a better
resourceful guy, teaching him importance of religion cause he ever took the wrong path before and
LOVED him unconditionally like a mother to a child but of course I am strict towards him in serious
issues like the future and being self-reliance. It was such a beautiful picture put together as I respected
his family same as mine. Fate separated us for certain purposes due to our standard of living. He's
too free in social life by mixing with night life guys, always want enjoy without thinking about
consequences. No doubt I don't control him but keep on advising what dangers can it leads to. So
I could only pray for him. Sometimes those whom you love are those that hurts you the most.
The more you hate them is the more you Luv them.
2011 - 2012
Research on schools, finally got my favourite course, Dip in Admin cum Secretary...
Insyallah, hopefully got back the person I loved and eligibility for Southern Cross University in
Australia.
Posted by Batgirl at 11.5.12
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. ShAtTeReD gLaSs ^><^ .
Oh god, why do I always mixed with the wrong type of guys that are playful, no sel-confidence and playboy sometimes...am I being very nice to them??? Is that where I'm wrong? Why must i always end up being hurt by the one I loved... even if it is a test, why must it be that special one? Can't i have somebody special of my own...there will always be obligations, boundaries as in meeting, schedule never allow it or meeting only at night...
I'm terribly sad as I told the guy I love to go with his ex, but deep down, I so SHATTERED as why do I meet him in the first place if this were to happen... now I'm not sure whether is he still sincere with me, or just some EMPTY PROMISES like what he did to the rest.... 50% happy and another % sad...
YES x3!! I admit, that I've fallen for him but at the same time, I dont know why I feel happy for my another friend who loved him so dearly...if they were together... I prayed so much that if he were to choose me, then everything's settle but it seems like not and its affecting my whole journey of life.... Day by day i love him more and more...he's what i expect him to be..
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Posted by Batgirl at 3.11.09
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. Library!! .
well, hit the library today and i felt like I can't forget your royal cause everytime Micheal Jackson came to my mind, i visualise Your Royal.... This is so irritating and frustrating....Labels: event
Posted by Batgirl at 15.8.09
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. Work, Love & Life .
Like my job
Happy with life but
Miserable with love
Sometimes it came 3 things in one go...
I faced these three emotions at work too...
I like this guy but i felt miserable as he's not the same nationality as me
and his character able to make everyone happy....
I prayed that one I'm blessed with a guy like him well, except for the drinking and smoking part....
Every minute by the day, I started to think my past with Your Royal....
I wonder where, when and how can we meet again...
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Posted by Batgirl at 12.8.09
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. Revolver!! .
My Love's A Revolver!!Well, actually that saying is true... AH!! It makes me thing of Your Royal more ever since he's a policeman after NS. I hope we get to meet again someday. Every little things that happened really does leave a connection with him. Inside Madonna's Revolver lyrics also indicates the word smooth criminal which also link to him... GOSH, why can't I just make him as a friend, I hate the feeling of waiting for him in time to come even though I know there are other good guys out there... It makes me sick and miserable...
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Posted by Batgirl at 17.7.09
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. Changes In The Office .
Eyes surrounding the moment we step in the office but its much more fun as everything is easy access for the sales people, data entry, info, IT, a/cs and via versa...
Got to know new people every now and then, become less afraid or shy because as soon as we are about to get to know each other, some already resign or quit so it become like nothing new, whoever want to join working , join lah... don't bother already... hehe
The most shocking news of all is that not only are the sitting arrangements affected but there are also implementing of rules...BOO hOO HOO... Now whoever arrive to work late gonna get their pay deducted by $5. THe most funniest thing is that we might be sitting close enough with each other but we can't talk so happily with each other, otherwise people with take it as P.R.O (Public Relation Officer)... what a rule to come up with... well, as long as the pay and the working hours are reasonable, its find with me....
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Posted by Batgirl at 17.5.09
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. Bukit Batok CC Get Together!! .
Celebrated Amelyna's 4th birthday at the hut that they booked from 11am till 3pm at BBCC. Only 4 siblings of my cousins are there, the other one is in Dubai wherelse Abg Faizal brought his wife and we chat while eating. Tak jebon's husband brought Farhana and I got to know her more when Amelyna, Tak ija, Abg Syawzan and the rest of the siblings went for swimming. Kak nani and Abg Hazle can't enjoy the pool due to firman still young to handle the pool. So first we change then once settled, we gathered at the checkpoint to let the guard screen our names before we got into the pool.
Now, here is where I saw someone whom I didn't expect that I will meet ....JENG (x3) Muhammad Khair B Mohd Yunus!!! WOW!!! One of the best swimmers and best ex-classmates that one could have. He is the only guy that I could see most gentlemen and sensible out of all the other guys. He worked as a LIFEGUARD for the all the pool...maybe that's how he got the job due to his Secondary swimming lessons. He wore a luminous green shirt and petrolled along the pool with his cool sunglass.
I managed to talk to him for a while because I am afraid if I disturb his duty hours, the management might not like it. After we all swam in the wave pool, he ended his duty and went back home. Such a great honour to have him conducting the wave pool. The most best thing is that he remembered my NAME but we didn't manage to exchange hp numbers, hope to see you again my long best exclassmate from NBSS.
We went back at 7.30pm, right after we finished with our bowling match. The place is full with activities, non-stop. Glad he worked there, now my only hope is to go there and meet him again...
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Posted by Batgirl at 22.2.09
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. 2 mYsTeRiOs .
Appointed and started to venture in the Design Department, fun get to learn three activities in A DAY!! Today, I learnt about emails and internet reauest forms. Notes jotted down but need to brush on with hands on (practical) whenever's possible. Since I'm doing proofreading, so I can't handle my previous tasks, designer were assigned to their own major tasks. Auww, missed the fun....
Well, here's the painful part and difficult to let it off me. Two guys whom I know of and ever since the joining in with the DDs. I kind of let my own feeling take over me. I treated them as friends but no matter what, I can't lie to my heart that the fact remains....ehmm....(sign)...
Is it true that guys are shy towards girls that they admired? Or loved? I need CLUES!! Funny thing is that he act and behave differently towards other girls. Well, I'm still figuring out...I'll just wait and see how far he remains shy towards me, much of a gentleman I could say...
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Posted by Batgirl at 20.1.09
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. Resolution blues .
TIRED....MONEY FLIES SO FAST BUT COMES SO SLOWLY!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!
Had to work 8 hrs till next fri 09 Jan 09, Sat & Sun 8am -5pm .... were told to prepare to work for another extra two days if can't finish the task according to the deadline. Felt like the days went by quicker than the ray of light...same goes to money. Money flies much faster than time. No news so far from Royal...
2008 was a really hard year but much happen I could say for me... Revelations really did proof the world that Doomsday is near cause milk & desserts are getting prohibited everywhere and its like the most crucial food for all human beings. Food are getting lesser to eat, people are dying and criminalization are rising up. Politics are changing expectations with one another due to Obama holding the title as President now... really hope his faith and sympathy towards the nation is strong, sincere and and filled with justified love to run his post.
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Posted by Batgirl at 1.1.09
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. Christmas Eve!!! .
Next week must get ready..
present time for all the depts that are involve...
24th of Dec and all the colleagues get to draw lots....
Oh, what great fun cause I experienced it before..
last couple of months in Maybank but now... in Green Book!!!
Royal called and I was so happy to wish his birthday
but we still haven't got the chance to meet...
probably busy scheduling with his budget and $$$
but he can't wait for my present though... YEAH!!!
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Posted by Batgirl at 16.12.08
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. Unimaginable Mic's Raya Outing .
Supposed to meet @ Bukit Batok by 3pm but it suddenly rained and thunder was like roaring together with the lightning the moment I got off my block. Took the train and reached B.B @ 3.15pm, called Fadilah and was told that she reached on time with ika. Sofia called and was told to wait for her due to raining heavily at Choa chu kang interchange and mrt.
So after meeting with Fadilah and Ika, waited for sofia till 3.50pm, left the bus interchange with bus 189 by 4pm, reached Aini's home which is located just in front of B.B swimming complex at 4.15pm. Drank a few soft drinks and waited the rest for 45 minutes. Her mother got home and prepared food, Nana & Amir got first then after we were halfway eating, Habib & Khairul joined in the meal. After that, photos was taken, a few snapshots here and there, Aini & rizkin was like one funny comedian, nonstop making me and others laugh their hearts out. Well, rizkin still encounters battery flat when wanting to take a photo with her camera.
Next, Rizkin's house, spacious and large, didnt know she was that rich..... have a few talks with her sis while Aini & I playing with her niece. Next, Sofia's house, very comfy, eating cookies while watching Mr & Mrs Smith, then rode off to my house by dashing straight to the mrt. I have to rush rizkin to my house first due to cannot tahan her bladder. Well, every settled down, atmosphere wasn't that merry due to my homecoming at 9.30pm. Meet my dad and asked his condition while passing him the porridge. Prepared the food and drinks for my guests to eat, talked here and there then we watched Britney Spear's Womanizer video and Blank Round trailers. That's it!!!
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Posted by Batgirl at 21.10.08
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. What does it mean? .
Well, how do I put it? Hmm... I suppose I have to start from the beginning, this year, almost 4 of my ex classmates are getting engage and married, one is in either June or July, one in November, one in December and another will be on the 9th of April 09, coincidently that their love live based on "coincidence love" , its like each of them wondering and questioning whether are they meant for each other, is he the one or is she the one?". They played along with their feelings with each other, while mine was also based on the same situation but mine took a longer period of time to realise the moment of love and also another friend of mine experience the same feeling we had for our beloved, she loved him since 17 years old wherelse I was 19. New movie coming up which is RocknRolla, new theathre stage show at Esplanade in January entitled, "Cinderella" and new movie entitled, "Winx Club, Secret of the lost Kingdom in Nov 20 08.
I know my update does really suit my title but what I am trying to say was that all that happen seems so related with my Royal and when I listen to songs, I just cant seem to pull him off my mind, moreover my heart. I dont have to relate to my Royal all that is happening day by day but they just BOOM.....HAPPEN!!! and it directs my mind to think about him. I think its nature's way to answer my love confusion regarding is he the one for me or should I move on? Probably I just wait patiently... always tell myself that's all just a test of LOVE!!!
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Posted by Batgirl at 12.10.08
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Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua umat nabi s.a.w dan sahabat sahabat yang di cintai. Mudah2han di lemparkan rezeki dan sesiapa yang sendirian sdi bulan syawal ini, tak mengapa, kerana masih ada yang akan disamping sekalian untuk menyambut bersama. Maaf Zahir & Batin semoga dosa atau segala kesilapan, kesalahan ku diampunkan dengan Ikhlas...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF LAHIR & BATIN!!!!!
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Posted by Batgirl at 30.9.08
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. RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK .
Dengan peluang blogspot yang ada di zaman modern ini, ingin Aisha mengambil kesempatan untuk mengucapkan Selamat Berbuka Puasa kepada seluruh umat Nabi Salallahuallaihi Wasallam dan jaga jaga lah pencakapan dan segala yang diniatkan di hati kalian masing-masing.Cinta Aisha kepada kalian semua tidak pernah sesekali hilang tetapi sentiasa mendoakan supaya kuatkanlah iman dan buka lah hati kamu untuk mentauhidkan Allah. Walau apa rintingan atau cabaran tabarlah menghadapi. Selamat Hari Raya Puasa!!!!Labels: events
Posted by Batgirl at 31.8.08
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. +-_-+ Miss you, Royal +-_-+ .
There are no reasons in love
It flows from heart to heart You always have the biggest heart
when we're 6000 miles apart
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The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be felt or seen
but must be felt with the heart
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There are no roses as lovely as your smileThere are no days brighter than
the days I spend with you
There could never even be words or action
strong enough to express my love for you
just my heart that's missing you
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When the night comes, look at the sky
If you see a falling star, don't wonder why
just make a wish, trust me it will come true
because I did and I found you
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Posted by Batgirl at 6.8.08
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. See You Again, RoYaL .
Please listen to the words of my theme song, or background song cause it means so much to see my most precious lover and all my beloved friends.
Oh, Whoa Whoa Whoa, I, I can't wait...
to see you again....
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Posted by Batgirl at 27.7.08
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. Longest Sick EVER!!! .
Been sick since on the 8 July till now, first it was the neck ache, then comes the sore throat, due to working environment in the air con room where my office is.... I cant stand it any longer that I have to take a short nap, it was cold like HELL!!! So my colleagues are all worried and gave me pill to ease the fever. It was 3 pm that I have to tell the manager that I cannot take it any longer, I have to get home, rest after seeing the doctor. Such a pain, another 2 hours then I dont have to take half day leave, they goes my pay!!!Then today I recovered from fever but my phlegm was killing me, it makes me not wanting to breathe or live any longer, I have to quarantine my sweet tidbits, only eat fruits, soups and drink water. Its going to turn one week of me feeling sick. After all the running nose, I cough & cough that I almost lost my voice, I also cant attend my colleague's engagement due to all the energy that I have coughed out...Hai..... never felt more sicker than this...Well, at least tonight's Suria show is Main Main Hantu, best oldest malay movie of all TIME and eternity
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Posted by Batgirl at 13.7.08
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My ex-classmate getting engage, my colleague also getting engage, so much marriages going on this year, not including my other friends whom i lost contact with. Some are so young and so eager to get married, its like out of thousand fishes in the pond, they already made up their minds in figuring which fish are theirs. Well, wish all of them happiness and prosperity.
Yesterday, I met my exclassmate either from San Shan primary or Ahmad Ibrahim, he was so grown up and so charming, still remains the same look, clever in maintaining, got the boyyish or bad boy look. He boarded the same train and alight the same stop at Yishun, I wanted to called him out but I was in a sick mood so I cannot show him my sick look, otherwise dont look professional or the mood to talk.
Felt unwell today and mc for two days, there goes my pay, lots os people believe that I am love sick. All i can do is chuckled or laugh to myself, perhaps that could be the case or maybe overwork too much. I suffered from muscle ache from my neck to my shoulder due to wrong use of the pillow or use the comp at work too much, I couldn't explain it but the visit to the doctor was fun just now, so charming. I really hope I get to meet my Royal again, sooner or later my confessions for him will be revealed face to face.
As for Sean, my dear Drama King whose substitute is now Imran, hehe...you guys rock, so much attitude and bravery to venture yourself, I hope you will go for the girl you admired with, sean.
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Posted by Batgirl at 9.7.08
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. Mic's programme coming up .
Well, got news that mic will be having 3 events in each month, July, August & September....
I'm not sure when and how to take leave, I am so not ready to meet my royal cause I felt like the results are going to be bad and I cannot take the pressure and all sorts of coincidence things that are happening on and on, day by day without me realising it. I just love all my mic friends, the senior, ex ex seniors....
Hope they are all doing fine and great with their soulmates. Hope all are healthy with their lifestyle and wish to meet them again.
So long, only here I could say for the rest of the months... I am just waiting for the opportunity to meet him again.
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Posted by Batgirl at 23.6.08
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. Kat Deluna's 9 Lives Album .
Here's the biggest surprise I received from Kat's song entitled, "Love Confusion", where else Madonna was "Love Profusion". Both contains love and both also my favourite top list of my life, I cant live without these two inspiring artists and also not forgetting Hilary duff!!! It's because Kat Deluna and Hilary shared my age so we undergo lots of similarities with love!!:>
Due to the reason why I am in a confusion mood most of the time or should I say.....all the time..hehe...I can't seem to figure out how to explain my feelings towards this guy.
So here's the lyric that shared my Love Confusion:
Don't know how we got this far
So attached now and this gets me
Like a thief you stole my heart
And I fallen in love so unfairly
(Boy I hate that my)
World revolves around you
(And I hate my heart)
Cause it hurts without you
(Chorus)
Why, why am I so lost in you?
And I don't even know me anymore
Why, I don't know why I'm so confused
Cause I'm hating that I love you this much boy
Confused (x3)
You gave me goosebumps, every time
My heart skips a beat when you touch me
I'm so mesmerized
Who told you, you could be mine?
I'm mad at you for this nice surprise
(Boy I hate that my)
World revolves around you
(And I hate my heart)
Cause it hurts without you
(Chorus)
You see I love you,Then I hate you,And I hate to,
cause I love you And I need you, then I don't need you
I don't know just what to do
I think I hate you, yes I hate you
Wait, I love you, I love you
I'm really so confused,I love you, yes I do
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Posted by Batgirl at 24.5.08
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. Our Friednship Story .
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Posted by Batgirl at 10.5.08
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. M's 2008 Album .
Well, I thought that I could think about it wisely on not buying it but afraid of losing out the best sounds from the original album. I bought it today at Sembawang Music Centre.
As soon as I reached home, I switched it on and guess what... I fell completely in love with the tracks like Give it 2 me, She's Not Me, The Beat Goes on and on, Devil's wouldn't recognise you, and most of all is Heartbeat cause its so much of me, the symphony, rhythm wise, music and lyric wise are all my cup of tea.Labels: Person
Posted by Batgirl at 2.5.08
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. DREAM CHRONICLES 2 .
New game on PC, since I already finished the first sequel of Dream Chronicles, great game, good for your mind exercising. So, I got my mask and here what it looks like....thank god my sis already bought it at Concourse, much more cheaper otherwise I would have paid 10 bucks for no reason....
Amazing day today but pretty sleepy half-way through the rest of the day. Woke up and breakfast then cleared the house before going out. I called the shop just to make sure that its open, since its Saturday. Its a coincidence that my dad isn't working today.
My dad keep insisting if she would want to follow too. In my heart I already knew that she hated shop that sells real costume shops due to the wigs, make up, masks and all sorts. So, I thought onced she woke up she don't come along but don't know what made her mind wants to follow too. I was happy at least she gets to see me in nice outfit or pretender as another character in dressing and so on.... I knew she would also love to see things that are unique , people made over there.
I was upset too when she wants to follow because her getting ready that takes up the time, so it kinds of made me frustrating but I can't complain much otherwise she will nag. The reason I take time particularly was because I don't go there often so only Saturday is my day of venturing out and I wanted so badly to go there and spent my own sweet time so the minute she said that there is still time to shop I was angry because obviously the shop is big to look around and its not easy to pick the outfit you really want, so its better to get there early.
In the end, got 2 hours to shop till 5pm but I didn't made it till 5pm due to my mum wants to continue her sleep so only 1 hour of shopping. I was so mesmerized with all the costumes and stuff that they offered, the place was magnificient, huge and also the Batman mobile was just outside the back door of the building. It wasn't very nicely done or similar to the real show. Hehe...
I was about to get a headache due to the amount of stuff showcased everywhere. I tried a few masks and hats, but not clothes, because no point, all was for rental only, HATE that!!!
From superhero to ancient clothes to fairy tales to mascots of cartoon characters to fruits and halloween. My eyes caught upon the snake headband from Egytian times, only 2 are the nicest ones & each cost $49.90 so I passed, before deciding to go home, I saw this one particular mask that is one of a kind and it was displayed on the glass cupboard shelves, silver in colour, black linings with patterns and shiny sparkling. The curve for the mask was nicely formed and behind was covered in black, it was also very light weight.
So I tried it on my face and to my amazed, the measurements of the nicely formed mask suit my face perfectly, from there I know that this was exactly the mask that I have been wanting for, my dad agreed too. I could wear this mask for any dress in masquerade parties.
But...but...but....when I went to ask the price at the cashier, there wasn't any price tag, I had a feeling it was exclusive meant for rental only, but the salesperson said its only for rental. I was heartbroken, I would pay any price to get that mask, my heart was sulking in grief. So in the end, I didn't buy anything. I felt like I can make the clothes much more better or mascots cause some are really worn out.
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Posted by Batgirl at 19.4.08
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. ~`~PoEmS ~`~ .
Whitish ice falls on the ground,
tremendous wind which is the sound,
gazing upon the leaveless trees,
that made the atmosphere be covered in peace.
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Posted by Batgirl at 11.4.08
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. *^*^* Just Good Friends *^*^* .
I am his Special Friend then again... we are just good friends but when we are together, face to face, our feelings starts to tell us through our eyes when we gaze at each other.... so deep down I understand him very well as though we are lovers,
but how could that be when we are just good friends?
Strange weird things starts to happen coincidently almost everything that is happening to whatever we are facing in our lifes that can relate to our topic of discussion and incidents that we experienced and faced day by day. Am I his?
but how could that be when we are just good friends?
His caringness and characteristics are so humourous that made me delighted and amused, also wonder whether to confess my feelings or not. Whenever something strikes me, it reminds me of him cause that something I saw excites him so much whenever we share our stories of what I and him faced day by day.
I want to do more activities with him, explore certain things with him but there will always be a boundary or transparent wall between us... and it is us being each other's "GOOD FRIEND"~`~
To him, I don't think I can be more than that....but I always kept my memories that we shared together.Labels: Person
Posted by Batgirl at 1.4.08
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. ~`!`~ Happy Heart's Day ~`!`~ .
To my friends, for I always remember and love you all no matter where you guys are....
To my parents, who specialise me in a way...
To my lover, who is so mysteries in your way and you've enchant me to mesmerize the way you are...
To my both sisters, who taught me to respect my parents no matter what happen...Labels: Person
Posted by Batgirl at 26.3.08
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. ~*^*^*~ Om Shanti Om ~*^*^*~ .
Romantic movie of all times......
Mesmorizing tale of all time......
Fascinating songs of all time.......
Bestest chemistry of all time......
Unforgettable love sacrifices of all time.......
Creative director of all time..... Farah Khan film ....
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Posted by Batgirl at 22.3.08
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. ^*^ Tatty Teddy ~ Your Royal ^*^ .
This is from Me to You!!!Labels: Person
Posted by Batgirl at 18.3.08
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. (*0*) Tatty Teddy (*0*) .
Sometimes I think to myself that I am so gifted with talents that no one could be able to have immediately when they grow up. I met friends that changed my prescriptions of life. My parents are the foremost people that surprised me with their sacrifices, next was my friend, the Royal. Through him I also learnt to take back what ever knowledge that I have left behind which I think was no good use for my future.
How I have progressed myself through all the hardships of teenage lifes in schools, mostly...
I learnt to loved my friends no matter what, but I still stood firm with my prinsiples of responsibilities. Then after both my sis left to their own homes, its tiem for me to make my way and gained as much knowledge and courage to persevere through my future to come, maybe with my life partner but not too soon....hehe....Labels: WISHES
Posted by Batgirl at 17.3.08
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. Tragic day .
ok, bad news, boss wants his employees to overtime if can but then poor thing, some doesnt want to make it, some not feeling well like me.... some no reason of not coming but no matter what I will try my best to help. Amin and Norhan stayed so late like mad...so poor thing, they have such good energy level and strong eyesights.
I felt so terrible and guilty as not to come today to work. I wanted so much of working and staying in my company. Tomorrow's half day also I cant make it due to healing myself by resting and then come to work on Monday. Well,, like what it says,"Even if you come but not feeling well also no use, cant perform the job well." Hope to come for full day but then i have to rest to gain back my energy level. Tonight got check up at Mount Alvernia Hospital, 8.30pm hope my both ear recover fully. Nana's bday coming up, not sure whether meeting habib and the gang or not otherwise let him have fun with his foursome.
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Posted by Batgirl at 15.3.08
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. $$$ My WoRk LiFe $$$ .
Well, after the incident at Maybank in Ang Mo Kio, I continued searching till I get a right pick, well...it isn't easy but on the 5th of march 2008 I read this article under jobs classified then I tried calling every position that has a location which is nearby my area...sort of....getting there but the most sickening thing that the employers wanted was BILINGUAL!!!!
Then I came across this Admin Assistant which is in bishan, 5 days and in Kong Beng Industrial Building. The receptionist picked up and straight away made an appointment for me. Then my 1st sis sent me off to find the place, slowly2 I learnt that the place is great and harmonious place. Even though its a bit deserted-looking.As day goes by, I learnt lots and lots of things cause since I'm handling advertisement so I learnt all sorts of names such as Floodlight, Valves, different2 types of stuff that engineering, drama production people are using. There are various lighting that such artists and movie stars used in movies and stages. So next time, if we need any materials, I now where to look for. Very useful for my future references...Labels: events
Posted by Batgirl at 13.3.08
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. @@@ An Ancient Scroll @@@ .
Dear Royal,
If only you know how much I missed you and want you but then again, now is not the time for me to reason out......
So I just let it will be and I hope we will still be as close as how we used to be, all the stuff we shared.....
No matter how your attitude is....I will always be there to lend a helping hand......
P.S Doesn't mean it says love is dying so my love is dying but just to put the scroll for fun cause its nice.....
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Posted by Batgirl at 27.2.08
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. Amelyna's Birthday .
Today I went to Downtown East chalet with my dad to attend Amelyna's birthday and we went alone due to my first sis and mum working. She have it on saturday even though her birthday is on Valentine's day cause on thursday I believe people are working. So I asked my 2nd to come along but she have to attend tuition first and will be home at 6pm , so her husband will fetch her and straight away go to the Chalet. So after sending mum to work then we headed straight but before that, we stopped by at Punggol Plaza to shop at Cash Converter. We noticed this telescope which is cheap that is selling for 38 bucks. I always wanted to become a scientist and venture and curious to know what's over our heads above the sky. Moons, stars, comets, shooting stars, asteroids and much more, so my dad bought for me at that moment but before that I noticed also a pocket telescope that shared the same price but then the pocket telescope is suitable for Pirates and not really way up to the sky. I told my dad that why not we come back later to buy cause I have to consider but then he said that its better to get now otherwise it will end up to become someoneelse's. Even the shopkeeper agrees and that's the only piece left for display.
After all that, I didn't know that beside the shop also got more stuff like baby cradles, baby rollers, bikes and more but one thing caught my eye, I glanced through to find a wood dolls cradle of pine which is classic, old fashioned and quite antique, normally comes in white colour and used by natives. I quickly showed my dad. We reached there at 9 pm then we searched for carparks like mad until we have to park at the roof which is so much fun to sightsee the wild wild wet, the swimming pools and the chalets. Before we walked off, my second sis came driving in, she's been right behind us all this while and she parked beside my dad.
When we arrived there, the place was loaded with teenagers, families and even students. Very nice chalet it was, much more spacious than Coaster sand I suppose. We ate, played, chit chat and there goes that party once its 11pm. My cousin is the only one's that slept there, the rest went back with us.Labels: BiRtHdAyS
Posted by Batgirl at 16.2.08
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. PANGLIMA RADEN SATRIA .
I went out with my 1st sis and we shopped around at Tampines Mall plus Century Square. It was amazing cause it was quite huge but the departmental stores are similar to the ones in Metro. We headed back to Yishun's Chong Pang KFC to buy some food for home, so I called my dad to ask whether he's home or sending my mum to work and he told me that he too was in Chong Pang market and mum's not working. The reason he was in Chong Pang for longer time was because there were to be a performance held by the PANGLIMA RADEN SATRIA!!!! (Kuda Kepang) Their group is like Javanese tradition somesort. I was so overjoyed and my sis dropped me at the Chong Pang CC just next to Mcdonald. By the time I reached, there were on standby on their horses and ready to start.
The show was from 7.30pm till 9.30pm. As I watched them, I noticed a couple of few charming and good looking ones. Oh..my... they were dressed according to their way of Javanese style. Mostly are all malay guys and girls, no other races. So the one that leads them was the guy that fascinated me, he had fair complexion, his hair was spikey (in a way that is not like Durian but flat that his fringes was hanging on his forehead) and dyed on top (perang) plus he was the only one that wore silver bells around his right wrist to go with the music I guess. Then there's also another malay guy that fascinated me with his looks. I think due to the make ups that make them more fabulous. But only the perang guy that makes my heart melt. So darn charming!!! The way he rode his horse and the way he played them. Very well!!! They were often invited to perform in Chong Pang and also recruiting whether whoever wants to join, please do so. I could also said that this was the best group ever. Very discipline. Labels: events
Posted by Batgirl at 9.2.08
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. YEARNING TO MEET THEM .
Time flies and didnt realize that its going to be june, half of the month again, after that fasting then usually at around Aug - Oct 08 surely there will be lots of planning here and there. So frustrating....I can't even spend time with friends due to the happenings this year. I miss most of my Secondary and Primary mates, million % of it.
Well, I dont know why nowadays I seem to care about my guy friends....Its like way - way freaky to dream or yearning to meet up with very old mates of mine, who used to disturb me in Malay lessons. It's like I will never be at ease if I never get to meet them for ONCE. I need more companion. Can't forget all the pranks that they played on the teachers and they always have to strained their temper and I will end up laughing. Well.... what to do "Boys will be Boys".
Afterall, I only contact with Aisyah J from Northbrooks Sec while Hana was from Ahmad Ibrahim Pri. Both stayed nearby. Last thursday I went for a speech at Masjid Darul Makmur and I met this makcik whom I should have known for a long time because she was Umaira's mother, my classmates in Ahmad Ibrahim Pri, now she is studying in ITE. I often bumped into her when I'm attending Mic. Small world!!!!
Last year I bumped into FIRMAN in the train with his GIRLFRIEND?? I supposed??? He was the most JOKER in SEC 1-4. He always brighten up my days with his non-stop humourous nonsense. He grew quite tall now but luckily not too tall. Then I met Baizurah, she's doing successfully in NUS and she told me about Jeremy, saying that he owns a car now. No big deal!!!
Then I got a news regarding my friend at my age already married with a child and my poor dear, charming ex-classmate getting -------. I cant say but his name is FADLI. He and Firman can make best of buddies. Firman has his limits. FADLI is very daring. Hope to see you both, F&F.
Most of my ex-classmates who used to be so close with their own gangs, broke up, split up and go on with their lives.Labels: WISHES
Posted by Batgirl at 6.2.08
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. ^*^* My SpEcIaL StAr AwAiTs *^*^ .
Oh, special star....
where are you?
I'm confused whether are you made for me or just to be there for me
I can't resist of forgetting what we went through cause it keeps playing in my mind .
I hope you will always be there for me with your sparkling ownself...
Thanks for all the sprinkles that you have poured on me to shine as bright as you
There will always be lots of stars roaming around you and glowing too
But your glow is different from the rest and that makes me move closer to you
Never will I imagine that you will fade away from me
no matter where you are
that sparkling of yours will guide and lead me to freedom and stardom
Sometimes even if you never glow that much towards me
I will stare at you till you hear my heart whispering through the wind...
Out of all the stars that glows I chosed you the most...
Once you cried, I cried a million times for you
The thought of you, makes my direction of life more stable
cause you are my map of life to encounter and overcome obstacles
My parents are the compass of me...
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Posted by Batgirl at 31.1.08
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. Are You The One For Me??? .
Oh boy, what should i do? I don't behave like myself lately, its like everywhere i go, i develop that strange feeling that he's watching me from afar eventhough i know he's not there. Oh, what am i saying?
It's like we have the sense of teleporting. Everytime with his laughter or smile just enough to make me happy throughout the day. I'll just wonder in years to come, will we still be together? I'm not being sensitive or full of myself. I have my own self-reliance.
Why do we meet, why do we have to be so close when we know that we are just best friends? WHY WHY WHY??? The more he wants help so badly, eventhough sometimes it turns out to be selfish, the more I can't complain and cared for him. This shows that love NEVER dies somehow....Labels: Person
Posted by Batgirl at 18.1.08
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HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
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Posted by Batgirl at 9.11.07
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. Start off with Day 1 - 3 .
Hmmmm....well, i walked and reached my work place quite safely and not getting lost when I was searching for it. On the day I signed the contract at RecruitExpress in Raffles, I went to take a look at my job location. I alighted at Yio Chu Kang then I walked passed the Yio Chu Kang Swimming Complex and Stadium, before reaching my work area, I have to pass the chinese temple and always there will be a dog guarding the bus stop. It's exactly like a police dog.
I was scared out of my wits cause the dog has no leashed and its blocking my way. Well, all I have to do is hope for the best to reach there on time. I went home then get prepared for all my formal clothes to go to work the next day. I went shopping with my sis just to buy my office wear clothes. So troublesome.
Almost told everyone but I can't remember that much person. The next day, I reached worked at 7.50am cause I afarid I might get lost somewhere so the earlier the better. I must change my pass then meet my supervisor I think to assist me to the lady who worked in the Cards Business Dept. I got four staffs to assist and guide me. I have to staright away knwo what I' doing before turning to 1 month.
Most Malays and I get along pretty fine except for one particular lady who she thinks she knows everythingm, doesn't want to share what are the machines the operates all the reports. My favourite was the report cause its so brain processing. Not too easy or difficult. I learnt new stuff and software that I never came across upon but thank god I took the Volunteer for IRAS so I got a few knowledge to help me work it through.
If its not because of the lady, I wouldn't chose to quit but before I were t quit of course I have to feel thankful for my job. Mostly everyone there is 25 and above. Soem maybe 30 or 35 above. I got three friends who are also temp but hteir contract is only up to 6 months. After Dec, I will be left alone, but who knows maybe someone better will be coming in. lets hoep that I got to go home early once they know that I've improved in my work.Labels: Person
Posted by Batgirl at 4.9.07
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. {^ -*} TDS 07 {^ - *} .
PHEW!!!! Where to begin.....ok, I guess I could start off with the time we have to gather in the Comms Hub. Sean, Taufiq, Si ying, Nareeza and soem others can't come due to working but Hasannah and Shikin came. Nana came with Candy. Performance was held at Amphitheathre. We were cheering and then Mdm brushed to the door to go down.
The weather was very reasonable and lots of students and techer's were being entertained when it comes to our skit. The pictures that I took also very clear and interesting cause I got to capture all the good shots. After that was the results for the winners who performed. Idah won the 2nd runner up and I'm not sure Amir won which position. Before we headed back to comms hub, we took one big group photo. When we arrived in the comms hub, they went in like mad and begin to eat, rest while waiting for Mdm.When Mdm went in the comms hub, she said tat she received sms and news about how marvellous Mic Studio's skit was.
Everything went well until the gathering part in the comms hub. We all sitted in one big circle and those who have no space either stand or sit on the steps. We began one by one by saying how we felt after the whole process. When it somes to the overall in charge himself, the comms hub almost flooded. I knew he felt relieved and proud because of the casts members cooperation that they have been giving for every rehearsals. The casts really take this seriously.
Mdm also can't take it herself, I got to admit that I myself am emotional and when Habib and Mdm talked about their experiences in this project, I was touched at the very bottom of my heart and if I were to continue leaking, I guess the wholo school will be flooded.....Hehehehe. Siying couldn't come and we received a news whether we want to accept the free offer from ITE Macpherson which Mdm Salinah received. Some of the backstage couldn't make it so those SA that can turn up to help with the make up, went to follow them to ITE Macpherson. The casts go with the flow to accept the offer and in the end, we headed safely to the holding room, get dressed and rehearsed the new steps due to the stage that is small.
After everything, hte teachers, principals came in to congratulate the casts and talked to some of the SA. We ate lots of foods that were provided for us. Iam so happy that everything turns out splendidly well. I felt sad that I wished that I could spend more time but due to my curfew, I can't. I miss all the casts members :( :(
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Posted by Batgirl at 31.8.07
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. ;_"15 Rehearsal "_; .
Heavy rain all the way but drizzle non stop if there's no heavy rain. I felt so stressed up cause I have to endure my mum's nagging if I disobey her by coming out of the house during raining times. I have to cook, clean and eat breakfast. She keep saying, "Suit yourself lah, you big already right?" OFF!!! These sentence just pissed me off. Rizkin came at 12.40pm to take her stuff then she went home. She looked so beautiful with her clothes and hairstyle. Gain so much confidence.
So arrived to school at 2.45pm then called Natasha and she said that she has exams so does Rizkin. When I arrived, Habib was on his way, I accidently called Habib's house and then his mom picked up the phone. I was like OMG!!!! Why must this happen? Then after that I received called from his house but htis time.....w0o0o0o0w!!! His brother dialled back my number to confirm the person who called this number. It was so unexpected. I didn't know that he would also do that method to people, I thought I'm the only one that does that. Looks like he got caller ID....I"m dead if his bro were to inform my number to Habib and..............I was shocked to hear his brother's voice like Habib, so familiar and similar. He sounded so polite. Lawson were thinking whether how would his brother look like. I also wished to see him one day. Wahida arrived at 3.15pm, I supposed.
Well, make up, video taping and photo taking till 4.pm. I was like so worried cause I know we should already be practising by now. We took 2 hours to do the whole make up. When everyone was ready and gathered in the auditorium, we start to video tape all that is going on and the opening credits with the voice overs, sound effects adn music. Khairul arrived at 4.30pm, maybe. Hehehe....I think so. When it reaches 5pm, I left with a txi, FIRST TIME!!! SCARY YOU KNOW!!!Nana sms to say that she arrived as soon as I left. At. 945pm, I called Lawson only to find out that he is with Habib and Haiqal.
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Posted by Batgirl at 29.8.07
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. ~14th Rehearsal ~ .
Nothing much but bad news that someone booked the room for comms hub. We end up in the staff lounge which is inside the kitchen. very near to the 3 VIP rooms. All the cast were there with Sofia, Wahida, Khairul and Haiqal. I was the one that is late..well...don't ask me why cause someone inform me late at night to ask me to find something. OFF!!!!
I hate late notice and last minute stuff, I thought I would quarrel with him one to one but notice all the trouble and last minute voice recording, the anger just won't let out of me. The microphone something wrong. I taught of using the my mic and sofia's but then I know he never listens to me. No wonder lah the work can't be done. I felt like crying on the spot after he said those words that shocked me. I automatically think that I'm being used. Well, actually I already knew I am. But I can't think of that right now cause its my responsibility to continue with the project.
Anyway he doesn't love me so why must I care whether he would talk to me after that or not. Whether he's right or wrong, who has the right answer in this world anyway?!!! Just speak my mind. Well, I know one thing straight is that I am not revengeful and jealous cause it will immolate my heart.Labels: Person
Posted by Batgirl at 27.8.07
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. *~11th Rehearsal for TDS 07*~ .
Rushing to buy VIDAL SASSOON's hair straightener and took my camera from my sis's house. It's worth $45.50 and its 9 in 1. Board the train at 1.45pm and reach there at 2.05pm or 2.10pm, I'm not sure cause I panted until never look at the time. Got there and found only, Rizkin, Natasha, Xue ting, Iskandar, Lawson, his friend adn Habib. Quickly showed Xeuting the machine and clear the top of the cupboard so we got space to put our make up stuffs to style the casts. Wahida lead the warm up and rehearse the cast's body language plus expressions. I took the photos and assisted the backstage to do their make up face cause Idah has to go for her performance on TDS 07. Mdm Salinah has to go to ITE Mcpherson for something.
I assist each and every backstage members to ask them apply make up on their faces. Chinese members have to leave at 4pm. I make sure every backstage members got to do the painting of white faces so to safe time, while waiting for the rest of their face to dry up. Fadilah was almost done. Aini and Rizkin help assist do the hair straightening. Her hair doesn't need styling up at all. Just apply wax and gel. Only the other two DIVAZZZ that needs some touch up form the machine. In the end, luckily have three hair straighteners because there are 6 girls, so its equal. Sponges luckily there are lots, that one also I bought without hand written receipts, at Junction 8, $7.90. I think I should buy more, its worth it. Once everybody got dressed, their face was then painted. I showed Natasha and Idah all the clowny make up faces that I had and also the sound effects about the CATFIGHT & Thunderstorm. Still searching for the the sound effects WHAT? WHY? and HUH?? So, hope everything went well... Only Khairul and Nana was there. Khairul, I hope you are reading this. ;) ;)Labels: events
Posted by Batgirl at 24.8.07
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. ~* 8th Rehearsal for TDS 07 *~ .
WEEEEE!!! Bad news cause I arrived late to retrieve the key from Mdm and when I was about to take, Idah was there. I felt like asking Idah to take but then I already told Mdm that I will take it so she and I together grabbed the key and I was 10 minutes late...AH!!!! I hate it man... Always late, due to last minute plan. Met sofia in the student hub then we proceed to the comms hub, switch on the air-con and she accompanied me for a while. She asked me to calm down and relax.
The casts came in, only Wendy and Jenny wasn't there today. Iskandar came later, azhar got NAFA. He only came for 1 hour, poor dear. We rehearsed from the opening entry to the class scenes wiht the divas and teacher scolding them. I love their acting and their so motivated and spontaneous. the best thing about them is taht they never give up trying. WELL DONE DIVAS, BMW, TEACHER, SECTION HEAD, FART GUY AND WIFE!!!! (Cast members) You guys are wonderful people to work wiht.
Wahida was so hilarious and I can really share my opinion and thoughts if I were to work with her. I can express it out. Tmr have to discuss the scripts to finalise it, then bind it then practice the whole thing over again.I hope tmr I really could do the whole scenes with them, to make me feel satisfied in seeing the thing work.Labels: Person
Posted by Batgirl at 21.8.07
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There are no reasons in love
Whitish ice falls on the ground,
I am his Special Friend then again... we are just good friends but when we are together, face to face, our feelings starts to tell us through our eyes when we gaze at each other.... so deep down I understand him very well as though we are lovers, 
To my parents, who specialise me in a way...
To my lover, who is so mysteries in your way and you've enchant me to mesmerize the way you are...
To my both sisters, who taught me to respect my parents no matter what happen...
Dear Royal,
