Sunday, October 12, 2008

. What does it mean? .

Well, how do I put it? Hmm... I suppose I have to start from the beginning, this year, almost 4 of my ex classmates are getting engage and married, one is in either June or July, one in November, one in December and another will be on the 9th of April 09, coincidently that their love live based on "coincidence love" , its like each of them wondering and questioning whether are they meant for each other, is he the one or is she the one?". They played along with their feelings with each other, while mine was also based on the same situation but mine took a longer period of time to realise the moment of love and also another friend of mine experience the same feeling we had for our beloved, she loved him since 17 years old wherelse I was 19. New movie coming up which is RocknRolla, new theathre stage show at Esplanade in January entitled, "Cinderella" and new movie entitled, "Winx Club, Secret of the lost Kingdom in Nov 20 08.
I know my update does really suit my title but what I am trying to say was that all that happen seems so related with my Royal and when I listen to songs, I just cant seem to pull him off my mind, moreover my heart. I dont have to relate to my Royal all that is happening day by day but they just BOOM.....HAPPEN!!! and it directs my mind to think about him. I think its nature's way to answer my love confusion regarding is he the one for me or should I move on? Probably I just wait patiently... always tell myself that's all just a test of LOVE!!!

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Posted by Batgirl at 12.10.08
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Friday, April 11, 2008

. ~`~PoEmS ~`~ .


Whitish ice falls on the ground,

tremendous wind which is the sound,

gazing upon the leaveless trees,
that made the atmosphere be covered in peace.

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Posted by Batgirl at 11.4.08
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Monday, March 17, 2008

. (*0*) Tatty Teddy (*0*) .




Sometimes I think to myself that I am so gifted with talents that no one could be able to have immediately when they grow up. I met friends that changed my prescriptions of life. My parents are the foremost people that surprised me with their sacrifices, next was my friend, the Royal. Through him I also learnt to take back what ever knowledge that I have left behind which I think was no good use for my future.


How I have progressed myself through all the hardships of teenage lifes in schools, mostly...
I learnt to loved my friends no matter what, but I still stood firm with my prinsiples of responsibilities. Then after both my sis left to their own homes, its tiem for me to make my way and gained as much knowledge and courage to persevere through my future to come, maybe with my life partner but not too soon....hehe....

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Posted by Batgirl at 17.3.08
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Wednesday, February 06, 2008

. YEARNING TO MEET THEM .

Time flies and didnt realize that its going to be june, half of the month again, after that fasting then usually at around Aug - Oct 08 surely there will be lots of planning here and there. So frustrating....I can't even spend time with friends due to the happenings this year. I miss most of my Secondary and Primary mates, million % of it.

Well, I dont know why nowadays I seem to care about my guy friends....Its like way - way freaky to dream or yearning to meet up with very old mates of mine, who used to disturb me in Malay lessons. It's like I will never be at ease if I never get to meet them for ONCE. I need more companion. Can't forget all the pranks that they played on the teachers and they always have to strained their temper and I will end up laughing. Well.... what to do "Boys will be Boys".

Afterall, I only contact with Aisyah J from Northbrooks Sec while Hana was from Ahmad Ibrahim Pri. Both stayed nearby. Last thursday I went for a speech at Masjid Darul Makmur and I met this makcik whom I should have known for a long time because she was Umaira's mother, my classmates in Ahmad Ibrahim Pri, now she is studying in ITE. I often bumped into her when I'm attending Mic. Small world!!!!

Last year I bumped into FIRMAN in the train with his GIRLFRIEND?? I supposed??? He was the most JOKER in SEC 1-4. He always brighten up my days with his non-stop humourous nonsense. He grew quite tall now but luckily not too tall. Then I met Baizurah, she's doing successfully in NUS and she told me about Jeremy, saying that he owns a car now. No big deal!!!

Then I got a news regarding my friend at my age already married with a child and my poor dear, charming ex-classmate getting -------. I cant say but his name is FADLI. He and Firman can make best of buddies. Firman has his limits. FADLI is very daring. Hope to see you both, F&F.
Most of my ex-classmates who used to be so close with their own gangs, broke up, split up and go on with their lives.

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Posted by Batgirl at 6.2.08
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Thursday, January 31, 2008

. ^*^* My SpEcIaL StAr AwAiTs *^*^ .

Oh, special star....
where are you?
I'm confused whether are you made for me or just to be there for me
I can't resist of forgetting what we went through cause it keeps playing in my mind .

I hope you will always be there for me with your sparkling ownself...
Thanks for all the sprinkles that you have poured on me to shine as bright as you
There will always be lots of stars roaming around you and glowing too
But your glow is different from the rest and that makes me move closer to you
Never will I imagine that you will fade away from me
no matter where you are
that sparkling of yours will guide and lead me to freedom and stardom
Sometimes even if you never glow that much towards me
I will stare at you till you hear my heart whispering through the wind...
Out of all the stars that glows I chosed you the most...
Once you cried, I cried a million times for you
The thought of you, makes my direction of life more stable
cause you are my map of life to encounter and overcome obstacles
My parents are the compass of me...

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Posted by Batgirl at 31.1.08
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

. %^% My Mission %^% .

Well, my unfinished business are as follows:
1st - Poly
2nd - Driving Licence
3rd - CONFESSIONS
1st - Well, patience takes control of time, you may never know when you strike it :) Have to wait for the next O level results :(
2nd - For my driving licence, my family allowed me to take basic theory too.
3rd - Good news, I've done my confessions & the answer is just as I expected.
I'm so glad that he's COOL with it.

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Posted by Batgirl at 25.4.07
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

. RESULTS!!!! .

WELL, well, well....
My mind is set!!!
Even though my mum felt that she's 100% sure of
my administration through POLY but still I must standby the FACTS of my
life, destiny and journey of surviving in this real world :-(
Either Plan A works or Plan B works
But first, must wait for my Poly administration results 1st
Plan A - Successful to go, through NANYANG POLY
Plan B - Work, find HARD-EARNED $$$$ to go through LASELLE - SIA
Got a letter from Nanyang Poly just now & they regret to say that I was unable to get into the course that I'm interested in :( So, plan B, WORK!!!!
LASELLE-SIA, here I come....

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Posted by Batgirl at 4.4.07
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Thursday, March 15, 2007

. End of Examinations & ITE .

YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!
The time of enjoyment comes again...wonder to look for job or not. For those who things taht I'm a spoilt brat, WELL!!! I'm NOT & tried NOT to be cause I know that one day, it'll be my turn to support & repay them for their hardwork, kindness and motivations that have natured me to be successful in my educations with all their $$$$ (Kaching) Bling-Bling. Hope I could get a job as a budding writer. After the whole essay competition thingy, I felt totally in love in writing, ever since young, whenever my teacher gave me composition to write, I'm always the one that would write non-stop, it's like so easy to come up with something to tell. So hard to decide what to do for this 2 weeks of vacation. April would be a tough and stress month for me due to results, e-filing on the 5 & 7 and Poly application's news. 31 March would be the sleepover and grad nite, ask those who interested in the showtime DVD, pay 6 bucks then settle my unfinished business.

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Posted by Batgirl at 15.3.07
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