Tuesday, November 03, 2009

. ShAtTeReD gLaSs ^><^ .

Oh god, why do I always mixed with the wrong type of guys that are playful, no sel-confidence and playboy sometimes...am I being very nice to them??? Is that where I'm wrong? Why must i always end up being hurt by the one I loved... even if it is a test, why must it be that special one? Can't i have somebody special of my own...there will always be obligations, boundaries as in meeting, schedule never allow it or meeting only at night...

I'm terribly sad as I told the guy I love to go with his ex, but deep down, I so SHATTERED as why do I meet him in the first place if this were to happen... now I'm not sure whether is he still sincere with me, or just some EMPTY PROMISES like what he did to the rest.... 50% happy and another % sad...

YES x3!! I admit, that I've fallen for him but at the same time, I dont know why I feel happy for my another friend who loved him so dearly...if they were together... I prayed so much that if he were to choose me, then everything's settle but it seems like not and its affecting my whole journey of life.... Day by day i love him more and more...he's what i expect him to be..

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Posted by Batgirl at 3.11.09
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